[Intro: Random people talking]
I don't know what to do anymore
After I quit with medicine I became psycotic
I suffer from depression
Complete depression
Had it my whole life
I have had it so bad that uh...
I had anxiety
Been diagnosed with major depression
Lots of phobias, lots of fears
Anxiety, panic attacks
Manic depression before, I didn't think that
Depression could be so bad
[Verse 1:]
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everything around me closing in, it's starts to grow colder
It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion
Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion
Do you know what it is to sit a 3am
With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin'
Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills
Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills
Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart
I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart
Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this shit
Flames rising from the ashes that your about to commit
Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far from everythin'
Sat a half an hour, just thinkin' of a better way
To put your soul to rest and set your mind at ease
Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all eternity
[Chorus:]
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
I never asked to be alive
Everyday it's just a struggle even to survive
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
I'll be better off when I'm gone
In my own private Hell and left all alone
[Verse 2:]
Somany reasons just to leave this fuckin' planet
Pressure gets to me so much, god damn, I just can't stand it
People hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' my friends
A million reasons, circumstances for your soul to transend
Nobody like me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead
I'm overweight, can't get a date, I'll turn my walls to red
Unlock the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen
I'll leave a bloody fuckin' mess off for my moms to clean
It's's to the point that I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope
And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't offer me no hope
It's too late to try and stop it, I have lost the fuckin' war
I ain't gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor
I'm a do it I swear, don't even think I'm lyin'
Nobody gone remember me, nobody gone be cryin'
All alone in my death like I was in life
Let me take my final breath, they can bury me tonight
[Chorus:]
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
I never asked to be alive
Everyday it's just a struggle even to survive
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
I'll be better off when I'm gone
In my own private Hell and left all alone
[Bridge:]
You won't miss me when I'm gone
(Flames risin', flames risin')
I know you did me so wrong
(Flames risin')
[Chorus/Outro:]
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
Flames risin', flames risin'
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
Flames risin', flames risin'
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
(just wipe away, just wipe away)
Flames risin', flames risin'
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
(just wipe away, just wipe away)
Flames risin', flames risin'
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
Flames risin', flames risin'
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
Flames risin', flames risin'
Straight Out The Crops Lyrics - Boondox
Straight out the crops
Straight out the crops
Straight out the crops
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Straight out the crops
Straight out the crops
Straight out the crops
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Who it be? The doc's comin straight from the crops
I'm thinking switches for these bitches as dirtay as Woodstock
And when I chop, the shock goes straight up your vertabrate
They pickin at yo bones, and at your watch just like a bird of prey
A sick son of a bitch call me the scarecrow
A face-painted doll, the Blair-witch with a foe foe
And I stay on the prow, my nose like a blood hound
Straight stalking muther fucker showing this how it goes down
This sight of blood it gets me higher than an astronaut
A backwoods monster shot gutted a master plot
To burn yo cities and murder all yo committees
Do' to Do' slangin lead never showin no pity
I bring the pain to ya brain though they callin me drama
Choking at ya neck, with a chain I think ya dead mama
It aint da same since the sane went insane mama
Time to show these haters how to play da fucking game mama
[Chorus x2]
Straight out the crops I won't stop ima POP! POP! POP!, until they all drop
Straight out the stix I wont quit, I know you feeling this shit, you must be feelin this shit. YEAH!
I comin' straight out da stix, and all da shit dat I spit
It be as dirty as a gathering of 2006
And yea I grip like a tee write the words of these pricks
Who all hatein throwin away because they say im a hit
But I aint apologizing, hell no I say fuck em
After sunning with a hatchet then these hoes aint doin nuthin
So just quit of all ya'll frontin and then get down on yo knees
Pray to God dat I don't find you and then dislocate yo spleen
Cause you never wanna see me bitch jumping out of trees a shear
Wrap my hands around yo throat and send you up to Jesus bitch
Quick to see ya to ya maker, quicker than the undertaker
Put you through a shredder and then spread you on a hundred acres
Keep my name upon your mouth, keep yo ass upon da south
Ya mami aint raise ya right, ima bout to show her how
Please don't make me fetch da steel, make this cap an extra pill
Pop you like a cherry mutha fucka never test my will
[Chorus x2 until song ends]
Straight out the crops
Straight out the crops
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Straight out the crops
Straight out the crops
Straight out the crops
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Straight out the stix
Who it be? The doc's comin straight from the crops
I'm thinking switches for these bitches as dirtay as Woodstock
And when I chop, the shock goes straight up your vertabrate
They pickin at yo bones, and at your watch just like a bird of prey
A sick son of a bitch call me the scarecrow
A face-painted doll, the Blair-witch with a foe foe
And I stay on the prow, my nose like a blood hound
Straight stalking muther fucker showing this how it goes down
This sight of blood it gets me higher than an astronaut
A backwoods monster shot gutted a master plot
To burn yo cities and murder all yo committees
Do' to Do' slangin lead never showin no pity
I bring the pain to ya brain though they callin me drama
Choking at ya neck, with a chain I think ya dead mama
It aint da same since the sane went insane mama
Time to show these haters how to play da fucking game mama
[Chorus x2]
Straight out the crops I won't stop ima POP! POP! POP!, until they all drop
Straight out the stix I wont quit, I know you feeling this shit, you must be feelin this shit. YEAH!
I comin' straight out da stix, and all da shit dat I spit
It be as dirty as a gathering of 2006
And yea I grip like a tee write the words of these pricks
Who all hatein throwin away because they say im a hit
But I aint apologizing, hell no I say fuck em
After sunning with a hatchet then these hoes aint doin nuthin
So just quit of all ya'll frontin and then get down on yo knees
Pray to God dat I don't find you and then dislocate yo spleen
Cause you never wanna see me bitch jumping out of trees a shear
Wrap my hands around yo throat and send you up to Jesus bitch
Quick to see ya to ya maker, quicker than the undertaker
Put you through a shredder and then spread you on a hundred acres
Keep my name upon your mouth, keep yo ass upon da south
Ya mami aint raise ya right, ima bout to show her how
Please don't make me fetch da steel, make this cap an extra pill
Pop you like a cherry mutha fucka never test my will
[Chorus x2 until song ends]
Outlaw Lyrics - Boondox
Nobody move I got the Six shooter fully loaded,
Finger like an automatic, bout ta let it fuckin go,
And take a bunch of lives, and I ain't leavin till I hit tha door,
Make a wrong move and watch these shell cases hit tha floor.
An outlaw on tha open range, and just like Jesse James,
I rob these fools for change a Psychopathic Ombre with a price on my melon,
But takin money from bitches and sendin they spirits to heaven.
I'm on an all black horse and in an all black cap,
My pistols layin bad luck just like an all black cat
And I ain't playin with you Mutherfuckas, empty out tha drawers
They gone chatter outta tha safe and I'll be out tha fuckin door.
[Chorus:]
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Cold Blooded Murderra, Wanted, fuckin price on my head
So high they had ta file a Chapter 7
See my face on every corner, don't you bring him back alive
Watch the total, be tha streets, sipped him soon as I arrived
Time ta hit up tha Saloons, shoot tha dude behind tha bar
Grabbed a whole thing of Whiskey, then I lit up a cigar
Time for scopin now, Ho I need to get my dick sucked
I been ridin all day and now some hookers gettin fucked
I seen a bitch upon the stage and she was packin huge Jugs
Up tha stairs by hair then I beat tha pussy up
She started screamin like a demon, Put tha barrel in her mouth
Shot a load in her face and then I blew her Fuckin brains out...
[Chorus:]
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Marshalls on my ass, the lynch mob on to my trail,
Just one finger upon they moss, and after sendin me ta hell
In an old pine box with no return stamped on tha top
It's gonna be a shoot em' up son, den ya hear tha shots pop
I can't say nuttin for tha people I killed, my name called off in a rocker hole dug in boothill
Dis gonna be fuckin day cause I can feel it in my bones,
Twenty men with twenty guns about ta send my ass home
Grab tha Winchester, and it's on just like a switch,
Barely taking many shots and I ain't dying like no bitch
Bullets hit me with precision, they won't get ta see me fall
Bustin mutherfucking caps, pick em off screamin OUTLAW
[Chorus:]
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, they ain't never takin me alive, never gunna get caught [x4]
Never Gunna Get Caught [x2]
Outlaw
Finger like an automatic, bout ta let it fuckin go,
And take a bunch of lives, and I ain't leavin till I hit tha door,
Make a wrong move and watch these shell cases hit tha floor.
An outlaw on tha open range, and just like Jesse James,
I rob these fools for change a Psychopathic Ombre with a price on my melon,
But takin money from bitches and sendin they spirits to heaven.
I'm on an all black horse and in an all black cap,
My pistols layin bad luck just like an all black cat
And I ain't playin with you Mutherfuckas, empty out tha drawers
They gone chatter outta tha safe and I'll be out tha fuckin door.
[Chorus:]
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Cold Blooded Murderra, Wanted, fuckin price on my head
So high they had ta file a Chapter 7
See my face on every corner, don't you bring him back alive
Watch the total, be tha streets, sipped him soon as I arrived
Time ta hit up tha Saloons, shoot tha dude behind tha bar
Grabbed a whole thing of Whiskey, then I lit up a cigar
Time for scopin now, Ho I need to get my dick sucked
I been ridin all day and now some hookers gettin fucked
I seen a bitch upon the stage and she was packin huge Jugs
Up tha stairs by hair then I beat tha pussy up
She started screamin like a demon, Put tha barrel in her mouth
Shot a load in her face and then I blew her Fuckin brains out...
[Chorus:]
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Marshalls on my ass, the lynch mob on to my trail,
Just one finger upon they moss, and after sendin me ta hell
In an old pine box with no return stamped on tha top
It's gonna be a shoot em' up son, den ya hear tha shots pop
I can't say nuttin for tha people I killed, my name called off in a rocker hole dug in boothill
Dis gonna be fuckin day cause I can feel it in my bones,
Twenty men with twenty guns about ta send my ass home
Grab tha Winchester, and it's on just like a switch,
Barely taking many shots and I ain't dying like no bitch
Bullets hit me with precision, they won't get ta see me fall
Bustin mutherfucking caps, pick em off screamin OUTLAW
[Chorus:]
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, They ain't never takin me alive, They never takin me alive
This is a life of an Outlaw, Hustlin, Stealin, Killin and They never gunna get caught
Six shooter on my side, I ma ride, they ain't never takin me alive, never gunna get caught [x4]
Never Gunna Get Caught [x2]
Outlaw
Path I Walk Lyrics - Boondox
We walk all alone
Always on our own
We walk all alone
Always on our own
I remember when life was a struggle
It aint all roses now but back then it was double
I remember when
When I aint have no pot
When you piss on the floor you stay pissed of a lot
I remember when I was searchin for answers
In the house of a dealer in the arms of a dancer
I remember when I thought I was finished
You been down this road then give me a witness
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
When you walk on your own and you aint got crystal
The future yu sees at the end of a pistol
Lookin for clues that end up in wronge places
So many troubles and so many faces
Got blood on my hands from some crocked decisions
Blood on my heart from some painful divisions
Askin myself if I would take it all back
No I wouldn't this is my path
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
I remember when I left you there cryin
You was down on the floor and looked like you was dyin
I remember when I seen you out drinkin
Surrounded by dudes it felt like I was sinkin
I remember when I pulled the foe-five
The safey was on and so you still alive
I remember when I was in holding stressin
But lucky as hell cause they aint find the weapon
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
So now that Im grown and Im thinkin bout shit
Bout the life that I lived and the things I did
All the ones that are hurt
The ones who where there
All the people that fucked my and made me aware
You got to be strong to stand on your own
You goin to do some wright and you goin do some wrong
but when its all over just lay there and laugh
You're dyin alone but you stayed on the path
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
Always on our own
We walk all alone
Always on our own
I remember when life was a struggle
It aint all roses now but back then it was double
I remember when
When I aint have no pot
When you piss on the floor you stay pissed of a lot
I remember when I was searchin for answers
In the house of a dealer in the arms of a dancer
I remember when I thought I was finished
You been down this road then give me a witness
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
When you walk on your own and you aint got crystal
The future yu sees at the end of a pistol
Lookin for clues that end up in wronge places
So many troubles and so many faces
Got blood on my hands from some crocked decisions
Blood on my heart from some painful divisions
Askin myself if I would take it all back
No I wouldn't this is my path
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
I remember when I left you there cryin
You was down on the floor and looked like you was dyin
I remember when I seen you out drinkin
Surrounded by dudes it felt like I was sinkin
I remember when I pulled the foe-five
The safey was on and so you still alive
I remember when I was in holding stressin
But lucky as hell cause they aint find the weapon
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
So now that Im grown and Im thinkin bout shit
Bout the life that I lived and the things I did
All the ones that are hurt
The ones who where there
All the people that fucked my and made me aware
You got to be strong to stand on your own
You goin to do some wright and you goin do some wrong
but when its all over just lay there and laugh
You're dyin alone but you stayed on the path
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
We walk all alone
Always on our own
Get lost on the way
And sometimes need
To find the way home
But we walk all alone
Trailer Park Creepin' Lyrics - Boondox (feat. Violent J)
Now Im on the run
On the run from it all
I'd rather be shot dead
Then locked up with the law
Im runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin RUNNIN
No place to hide
And I gotta leave my whole world behind me
My dog and my double wide
You might call me pathetic
You might say that I've lost my mind
Sittin here in the driveway baby and clutchin on a forty-five
But ya did me so wrong
And I cant say I understand
Now Im bout to blow ya brains out bitch into the arms of another man
I cought you creep'n
And now you goin to be sleepin with the worms in the dirt
What the fuck was you thinkin
Do I look like the kind of mothafucker you can cheat on
You lookin like a fuckin whore I can beat on
But I ever touch
Never layed a single hand
Nair hair on your head
Never touch a single strand
While I sittin here knowin whats bout to happen
There goin get me for domestic because the pistol did the slapin
Now Im on the run
On the run from it all
I'd rather be shot dead
Then locked up with the law
Im runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin RUNNIN
No place to hide
And I gotta leave my whole world behind me
My dog and my double wide
Standin here in our bedroom
With your body laid on the ground
Two dead mothafuckas lookin silly with they blood sprayed all around
And Im sittin here thinkin where the fuck am I goin to go
Burn the whole mothafuckin trailer to the dirt
And its off to Mexico
Adiãs mothafuckas see you later
When I kicked in the door of a double wide trailer
And I saw your fuckin titties steady bouncin like Hydraulics
And the next door neighbor had you fold like a wallet
And I got to really say I was kind of impressed
The way your heals of your feet was drivin into your chest
And I hate to interrupt while he's givin it to you
The last thing you saw was his face in my boot
Now Im on the run
On the run from it all
I'd rather be shot dead
Then locked up with the law
Im runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin RUNNIN
No place to hide
And I gotta leave my whole world behind me
My dog and my double wide
They aint neva gonna catch me
I wont do a lick of time
I'll ve on a beach under an umbrella gettin blow back sippin wine
And while your laid out burnin
Lookin crispy like some KFC
Do a little soul searchin mothafucka cause never shoulda fucked with me
Now Im on the run
On the run from it all
I'd rather be shot dead
Then locked up with the law
Im runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin RUNNIN
No place to hide
And I gotta leave my whole world behind me
My dog and my double wide
And I cant take nothin
Nothin at all
Gotta leave my bucket my toaster and my saw
Had a poster of Stone Cold
Still up on the wall
Had to leave town in a hurry
Tell the police I said
Fuck y'all
On the run from it all
I'd rather be shot dead
Then locked up with the law
Im runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin RUNNIN
No place to hide
And I gotta leave my whole world behind me
My dog and my double wide
You might call me pathetic
You might say that I've lost my mind
Sittin here in the driveway baby and clutchin on a forty-five
But ya did me so wrong
And I cant say I understand
Now Im bout to blow ya brains out bitch into the arms of another man
I cought you creep'n
And now you goin to be sleepin with the worms in the dirt
What the fuck was you thinkin
Do I look like the kind of mothafucker you can cheat on
You lookin like a fuckin whore I can beat on
But I ever touch
Never layed a single hand
Nair hair on your head
Never touch a single strand
While I sittin here knowin whats bout to happen
There goin get me for domestic because the pistol did the slapin
Now Im on the run
On the run from it all
I'd rather be shot dead
Then locked up with the law
Im runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin RUNNIN
No place to hide
And I gotta leave my whole world behind me
My dog and my double wide
Standin here in our bedroom
With your body laid on the ground
Two dead mothafuckas lookin silly with they blood sprayed all around
And Im sittin here thinkin where the fuck am I goin to go
Burn the whole mothafuckin trailer to the dirt
And its off to Mexico
Adiãs mothafuckas see you later
When I kicked in the door of a double wide trailer
And I saw your fuckin titties steady bouncin like Hydraulics
And the next door neighbor had you fold like a wallet
And I got to really say I was kind of impressed
The way your heals of your feet was drivin into your chest
And I hate to interrupt while he's givin it to you
The last thing you saw was his face in my boot
Now Im on the run
On the run from it all
I'd rather be shot dead
Then locked up with the law
Im runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin RUNNIN
No place to hide
And I gotta leave my whole world behind me
My dog and my double wide
They aint neva gonna catch me
I wont do a lick of time
I'll ve on a beach under an umbrella gettin blow back sippin wine
And while your laid out burnin
Lookin crispy like some KFC
Do a little soul searchin mothafucka cause never shoulda fucked with me
Now Im on the run
On the run from it all
I'd rather be shot dead
Then locked up with the law
Im runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin runnin RUNNIN
No place to hide
And I gotta leave my whole world behind me
My dog and my double wide
And I cant take nothin
Nothin at all
Gotta leave my bucket my toaster and my saw
Had a poster of Stone Cold
Still up on the wall
Had to leave town in a hurry
Tell the police I said
Fuck y'all
Fear Lyrics - Boondox (feat. Monoxide Child, Blaze)
Visions of my childred wiping tear from open eyes
As they Kneel baside my coffin family say their last goodbyes
But ita the faces of my babies got me trippin thankin god for breath
Expressions filled with pain has got me strappin on the vest
And I know that I aint living right I hang on borrowed time
And this life's gome leave them bastards cause they pops has got to grind
Little mouths have got to eat so I hug them hit the streets
Spittin time with them and money got me feelin incomplete
And I aint scared of any mothafucka fight the flames of hell
But a child without his dad has got me hiding in my shell
Got me shikin in my boots to see them face this world alone
Are the strong enough to cope stuck in half a fuckin home
As I lay them down to sleep its all on me their soul to keep
And if I die before I wake I pray to
God he's up there waitin
With an army full of angels strapped with gats cause
I'm defying
Since I first became o father only fear I have is dying
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
[Blaze]
After all that I have ever done
And all that you will ever see for life
Death beyond the grave
How will they remember me
I only fear the lost of my voice
When its gone
The only noise is the pen
Im a writer by choice
I can cut my tounge clean off
And smoke myself toothless
I still be on the mic
Spittin shit they call ruthless
The truth is
I go deaf dumb and blind in one ear
And be the dopes deaf dumb blind guy you ever hear
I aint scared of dyin
Death I've been there
The pine box for many years
My return aint bull aint no reincarnation
Get lost in translation
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
[Monoxide]
Eyes open but I dont remember much
I try to focus but the light is bright as fuck
I go to sit up but Im strapped and stuck
Stuck panic cant say nothin
Like my jaw is wired shut
How the fuck did get to where I am is still a mystery
My memories not assistin me
As I lay here in misery
Literally hopin some body would give me some kind of time
Im I dead of alive
Is this a dream or a sign
Is there a chance I can find my mind and rewind
But paint me behind blinds and find somethin
Its like a game but nobody told me we were playin
And the fact that I dont know if Im alive and sane
And inside my brain only one thing remains
The fear of no knowing paralyzes all most everthin
An second can be my last breath
And my best guess is nothin with on memories left
Im sorry
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
As they Kneel baside my coffin family say their last goodbyes
But ita the faces of my babies got me trippin thankin god for breath
Expressions filled with pain has got me strappin on the vest
And I know that I aint living right I hang on borrowed time
And this life's gome leave them bastards cause they pops has got to grind
Little mouths have got to eat so I hug them hit the streets
Spittin time with them and money got me feelin incomplete
And I aint scared of any mothafucka fight the flames of hell
But a child without his dad has got me hiding in my shell
Got me shikin in my boots to see them face this world alone
Are the strong enough to cope stuck in half a fuckin home
As I lay them down to sleep its all on me their soul to keep
And if I die before I wake I pray to
God he's up there waitin
With an army full of angels strapped with gats cause
I'm defying
Since I first became o father only fear I have is dying
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
[Blaze]
After all that I have ever done
And all that you will ever see for life
Death beyond the grave
How will they remember me
I only fear the lost of my voice
When its gone
The only noise is the pen
Im a writer by choice
I can cut my tounge clean off
And smoke myself toothless
I still be on the mic
Spittin shit they call ruthless
The truth is
I go deaf dumb and blind in one ear
And be the dopes deaf dumb blind guy you ever hear
I aint scared of dyin
Death I've been there
The pine box for many years
My return aint bull aint no reincarnation
Get lost in translation
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
[Monoxide]
Eyes open but I dont remember much
I try to focus but the light is bright as fuck
I go to sit up but Im strapped and stuck
Stuck panic cant say nothin
Like my jaw is wired shut
How the fuck did get to where I am is still a mystery
My memories not assistin me
As I lay here in misery
Literally hopin some body would give me some kind of time
Im I dead of alive
Is this a dream or a sign
Is there a chance I can find my mind and rewind
But paint me behind blinds and find somethin
Its like a game but nobody told me we were playin
And the fact that I dont know if Im alive and sane
And inside my brain only one thing remains
The fear of no knowing paralyzes all most everthin
An second can be my last breath
And my best guess is nothin with on memories left
Im sorry
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
This situation has got me losting sleep
I can not eat
Im feeling weak the fear has got me
On my knees
The fear has got me
Death Of A Hater Lyrics - Boondox (feat. Jamie Madrox)
DIIIIIE
Giving my soul to hell,
And tell Heaven I did my best.
One love for family
To Juggalos
And fuck tha rest
I'm tired of all these snakes and demons leaches on the vein,
I've bled enough and now these bitches bout to feel tha pain.
You know you name the haters been and with a point of view,
Pussy mother fuckers talkin shit but never had a clue.
Come with your attitude cocksucka fuck yo life.
I tie you to a chair and make you watch me fuck your wife.
I'm just the type to catch you slippin like a bar of soap,
I catch you while you sleepin fast
And then I slit your throat.
I watch you bleed and gargle choking for your last breath,
Then close the wound apply some pressure to delay ya death.
See what it means your whole existence don't mean shit to me,
It ain't nothing but time to kill to make you history.
And all you had to do was to keep your fucking trap closed.
But now you got your hands folded,
Clutched onto a single rose.
[Backup singers:]
I'll take your life
But here tonight
You want to try, DIE!
[Chorus: Boondox]
Just close your eyes,
Say your last good-byes.
Get down on your knees,
Dry them eyes bitch and make your peace.
[Jamie Madrox:]
OK Jamie not a hater,
If I was it ain't no killin me.
I live forever
Never die
Surviving off the infamy
Miss me with that everybody wants me dead same ol'
And switch my hatchet to a target hanging off my cable.
If you criticize my fashion you faggot like Tim Gunn,
I'm a Juggalo scrub,
established since day one.
So kill the hater,
Replicator,
Dissin with a foul tongue.
Take my magic marker and blacken his fuckin left lung,
With my box-cutter I'm a cut his eyes wide
And with broken pieces of mirror replacin both his eyes.
Got a demon inside that's been along for the ride,
Since the release of my first LP back in 95.
Ever since that day
I've been embracin the hate
And basically not givin a fuck
Wut none of ya'll say.
So fuck ya'll bitches
Black flowers up on your casket
You get what you deserve
Burn in hell hatin bastards
[Backup singers:]
I'll take your life
But here tonight
You want to try, DIE!
[Chorus: Boondox]
Just close your eyes,
Say your last good-byes.
Get down on your knees,
Dry them eyes bitch and make your peace.
[Boondox:]
I see the shit ya pullin
Lookin like a trailer hitch,
Come to your hood with goons
And snatch you out your trailer bitch.
Put on your knees and close your eyes
Wait for the execution.
Some call this first degree
But I call it my retribution.
Ya had your chance to keep the sun
And now your in the rain,
I be the Scarecrow but you the one who missin brains.
I put the barrel to the bone
And now your so fucked
Two times eleven to ya dome and now ya outta luck.
So many times I spit just dwellin thinking of the day
Up to the point I sit for hours thinkin of away
To make you suffer
Make ya blood spill like the wine.
Six feet up underneath the ground
Have ya smellin tha pine.
thats how we do a punk bitch with a falsed mouth.
Lost in the woods till you discovered by a boy scout
Stupid little mother fucker what was you thinking
Now ya body in the bushes
Like this rottin of the stinkin
[DIE CHANT w/]
[Backup singers:]
I'll take your life
But here tonight
You want to try, DIE!
[Chorus: Boondox]
Just close your eyes,
Say your last good-byes.
Get down on your knees,
Dry them eyes bitch and make your peace.
Giving my soul to hell,
And tell Heaven I did my best.
One love for family
To Juggalos
And fuck tha rest
I'm tired of all these snakes and demons leaches on the vein,
I've bled enough and now these bitches bout to feel tha pain.
You know you name the haters been and with a point of view,
Pussy mother fuckers talkin shit but never had a clue.
Come with your attitude cocksucka fuck yo life.
I tie you to a chair and make you watch me fuck your wife.
I'm just the type to catch you slippin like a bar of soap,
I catch you while you sleepin fast
And then I slit your throat.
I watch you bleed and gargle choking for your last breath,
Then close the wound apply some pressure to delay ya death.
See what it means your whole existence don't mean shit to me,
It ain't nothing but time to kill to make you history.
And all you had to do was to keep your fucking trap closed.
But now you got your hands folded,
Clutched onto a single rose.
[Backup singers:]
I'll take your life
But here tonight
You want to try, DIE!
[Chorus: Boondox]
Just close your eyes,
Say your last good-byes.
Get down on your knees,
Dry them eyes bitch and make your peace.
[Jamie Madrox:]
OK Jamie not a hater,
If I was it ain't no killin me.
I live forever
Never die
Surviving off the infamy
Miss me with that everybody wants me dead same ol'
And switch my hatchet to a target hanging off my cable.
If you criticize my fashion you faggot like Tim Gunn,
I'm a Juggalo scrub,
established since day one.
So kill the hater,
Replicator,
Dissin with a foul tongue.
Take my magic marker and blacken his fuckin left lung,
With my box-cutter I'm a cut his eyes wide
And with broken pieces of mirror replacin both his eyes.
Got a demon inside that's been along for the ride,
Since the release of my first LP back in 95.
Ever since that day
I've been embracin the hate
And basically not givin a fuck
Wut none of ya'll say.
So fuck ya'll bitches
Black flowers up on your casket
You get what you deserve
Burn in hell hatin bastards
[Backup singers:]
I'll take your life
But here tonight
You want to try, DIE!
[Chorus: Boondox]
Just close your eyes,
Say your last good-byes.
Get down on your knees,
Dry them eyes bitch and make your peace.
[Boondox:]
I see the shit ya pullin
Lookin like a trailer hitch,
Come to your hood with goons
And snatch you out your trailer bitch.
Put on your knees and close your eyes
Wait for the execution.
Some call this first degree
But I call it my retribution.
Ya had your chance to keep the sun
And now your in the rain,
I be the Scarecrow but you the one who missin brains.
I put the barrel to the bone
And now your so fucked
Two times eleven to ya dome and now ya outta luck.
So many times I spit just dwellin thinking of the day
Up to the point I sit for hours thinkin of away
To make you suffer
Make ya blood spill like the wine.
Six feet up underneath the ground
Have ya smellin tha pine.
thats how we do a punk bitch with a falsed mouth.
Lost in the woods till you discovered by a boy scout
Stupid little mother fucker what was you thinking
Now ya body in the bushes
Like this rottin of the stinkin
[DIE CHANT w/]
[Backup singers:]
I'll take your life
But here tonight
You want to try, DIE!
[Chorus: Boondox]
Just close your eyes,
Say your last good-byes.
Get down on your knees,
Dry them eyes bitch and make your peace.
Punkinhed Lyrics - Boondox
You cannot even envision in the darkest cathoclisms
Of your fucking mind as its throws you into aneurysms
It's got your blood clotting and your f**king veins rotting
The very sound of my name has got you grave plotting
Cause I was brought into this wold up on a mission
And a voodoo ritual got my fucking ass up and kicking
And high stepping bout to turn this bitch red
Coming up out the ground just like the return of the living dead
I'm feigning for your brains and I'm as sick as the fever
Try to fuck with a monster you better leave it to beaver
Cause I'm coming for your life you been marked by the beast
I'm going to eat your f**king soul so be prepared to be deceased
[Chorus]
Close your eyes turn around
And say my name
A drop of blood on the ground
For every drop of pain
No turning back now it's done
Everything is said
I am evil
I am pain
I am the PunkinHed
Thirty seven years cold and resting in the pieces
Skin falling off the bone and maggots stuck in the creases
Got me feeling pissed off and on some whole other level
Now I'm summoned from hell to do the work of the devil
A crucifix in my pocket from another place and time
I was found but now I'm lost
I could see but now I'm blind
Blinded to the fact I'll never walk inside the light
Now i wait inside the darkness til I'm called out by the night
I'm a fucking nursery rhyme on the school playground
Jumping rope throwing rocks little kids play round
Screaming out my name pray not to wake up dead
Put a cross on your front door to keep away the Punkinhed
[Chorus]
Cross my heart and hope to die
Please stick a needle in my eye
To keep me blinded to the sight
When PunkinHed appears tonight
[Chorus]
Of your fucking mind as its throws you into aneurysms
It's got your blood clotting and your f**king veins rotting
The very sound of my name has got you grave plotting
Cause I was brought into this wold up on a mission
And a voodoo ritual got my fucking ass up and kicking
And high stepping bout to turn this bitch red
Coming up out the ground just like the return of the living dead
I'm feigning for your brains and I'm as sick as the fever
Try to fuck with a monster you better leave it to beaver
Cause I'm coming for your life you been marked by the beast
I'm going to eat your f**king soul so be prepared to be deceased
[Chorus]
Close your eyes turn around
And say my name
A drop of blood on the ground
For every drop of pain
No turning back now it's done
Everything is said
I am evil
I am pain
I am the PunkinHed
Thirty seven years cold and resting in the pieces
Skin falling off the bone and maggots stuck in the creases
Got me feeling pissed off and on some whole other level
Now I'm summoned from hell to do the work of the devil
A crucifix in my pocket from another place and time
I was found but now I'm lost
I could see but now I'm blind
Blinded to the fact I'll never walk inside the light
Now i wait inside the darkness til I'm called out by the night
I'm a fucking nursery rhyme on the school playground
Jumping rope throwing rocks little kids play round
Screaming out my name pray not to wake up dead
Put a cross on your front door to keep away the Punkinhed
[Chorus]
Cross my heart and hope to die
Please stick a needle in my eye
To keep me blinded to the sight
When PunkinHed appears tonight
[Chorus]
Sleep Stalker Lyrics - Boondox
This is a cat (meow)
This is a horse (whinny)
A cow says (moo)
I hear them talking to me and the demons stalkin me running in between my thoughts and dreams
I think they haunting me
Got me sweatin got me stressin
Wake up in the woods with a Smith and Wesson buck naked countin blessins blood so close with
no confessions
I don't know what it is that's livin in my nightmares
I don't know what it is that's bringin all these night scares
All i knowin is what the fuck I got to lose when everything i'm dreamin of end up on the
evenin news
[Chorus:]
[Boondox:]
I'm sleepin only sleepin I'm sleepin only sleepin
I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna dream I don't wanna hear the suffering, I don't wanna hear
the screams
[Violent J:]
I'm only dreamin, I know I'm only dreamin
[Boondox:]
I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna dream I don't wanna hear the suffering, I don't wanna hear
the screams
Last night i dreamt that i was standin by a streetlight
Bloody knuckles bloody nose was i in a street fight?
That's when i woke up body feeliing broke up
Eyes glazed in a haze fucked up cuz i'm choked up
It's to a point that I don't even want to fall asleep every timeIi close my eyes another
victim at my feet
It's getting hard to deal and hard to reckognize the real hard to keep my sanity and hard to
say just how I feel
[Chorus]
And I don't want to know why this chick is barely breathing begging for her very life
scratching clawing kicking screaming
While I just stand there laughing while this bitch's life is passing
Rope around her throat I watch her choke for every breath she gaspin
I watch her face and watch the tears pourin like rain
How'd I end up like this translated into fear and pain
So sick my stomach churnin in slow motion the world is turnin so sick mind of vermin knowing
that my soul is burning
I dont wanna sleep i can't even close my eyes
I don't wanna dream every night somebody dies
I don't wanna think what's the truth behind these lies?
I don't wanna hear the screams and I don't wanna hear the cries
[Chorus]
This is a horse (whinny)
A cow says (moo)
I hear them talking to me and the demons stalkin me running in between my thoughts and dreams
I think they haunting me
Got me sweatin got me stressin
Wake up in the woods with a Smith and Wesson buck naked countin blessins blood so close with
no confessions
I don't know what it is that's livin in my nightmares
I don't know what it is that's bringin all these night scares
All i knowin is what the fuck I got to lose when everything i'm dreamin of end up on the
evenin news
[Chorus:]
[Boondox:]
I'm sleepin only sleepin I'm sleepin only sleepin
I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna dream I don't wanna hear the suffering, I don't wanna hear
the screams
[Violent J:]
I'm only dreamin, I know I'm only dreamin
[Boondox:]
I don't wanna sleep I don't wanna dream I don't wanna hear the suffering, I don't wanna hear
the screams
Last night i dreamt that i was standin by a streetlight
Bloody knuckles bloody nose was i in a street fight?
That's when i woke up body feeliing broke up
Eyes glazed in a haze fucked up cuz i'm choked up
It's to a point that I don't even want to fall asleep every timeIi close my eyes another
victim at my feet
It's getting hard to deal and hard to reckognize the real hard to keep my sanity and hard to
say just how I feel
[Chorus]
And I don't want to know why this chick is barely breathing begging for her very life
scratching clawing kicking screaming
While I just stand there laughing while this bitch's life is passing
Rope around her throat I watch her choke for every breath she gaspin
I watch her face and watch the tears pourin like rain
How'd I end up like this translated into fear and pain
So sick my stomach churnin in slow motion the world is turnin so sick mind of vermin knowing
that my soul is burning
I dont wanna sleep i can't even close my eyes
I don't wanna dream every night somebody dies
I don't wanna think what's the truth behind these lies?
I don't wanna hear the screams and I don't wanna hear the cries
[Chorus]
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